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4.17.04

11:25 PM

one open bottle of gel on the wall...

  • Mood: a little shaky still, rather OCD, depressed, scared.
  • Music/Sound: the newer HIM cd, razorblade romance, i think that's what it's called. i don't remember.
  • Thought: people scare me.
  • Word: fear.

...actually it was on the counter in the bathroom. I felt very OCD a few minutes ago. I went in the bathroom to pee, lovely I know, and I saw that on Friday when I gelled my hair, I left the cap open. It was open yesterday too, and I didn't care. But tonight... it really upset me, seeing it left open. I closed it and threw it on the floor, I was so mad. Bah... I don't really know what to make of that.

 

Tonight was Shreve and Magnet's prom. Audra and Jeremy and I went to IHOP a little bit before Briana and her prom crew were gonna be up there, to meet up with us. And when they got there, they had so many people... I became terrified of them, much like I did that day at school when I had my panic attack, and I couldn't take it. I started moving back and forth and shaking a little. Briana knew I was having an attack; she knows what to look for in them by now I guess. Jeremy had to go outside anyway to meet a friend so he could show off his cold air intake on his car, so Bria asked if I wanted to go outside too, and I did, and Audra did too, and I wanted to leave. So we left.

 

Hence my sudden OCD with the gel cap, I suppose.

 

"Without you all I do is sit and think about you." --Jack Off Jill. That quote reminds me of Bob. I miss him more than I'd like to. *sigh* I knew it would be ill-fated. I should've known I wouldn't get over him as easily as I would have liked to.

 

I don't feel like writing anymore. This is annoying.

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